I think I need to say I'm sorry to Allen and Christopher. I don't think I was a very good Mom to them, I was distracted alot of the time. I love them completely, and I did then too, but I didn't know how to be a Mom. I think this time things will be differant. I know that I spend more time talking to, reading to, playing with Aidan than I did with either of them. Perhaps it's just because I'm older now, perhaps it's because I have had some experiance with mothering now. I'm not sure why, but I think I'm a better Mom now. Any way, they both turned out O-kay so I guess I didn't hurt them.